It's hard to rebuild yourself,
when you have been so broken down.
Reduced to parts of nothingness.
Left out back to rust.
I'm an engine stripped down and reassembled without the instructions.
The engine doesn't look or work the same.
There are left over pieces that don't seem to fit anywhere.
Spare parts in an oil stained cardboard box.
There is no love.
There is no passion.
I just am.